BFN and thyroid issues

I am really surprised that I am not as upset as I thought I would be...I had the blood prego test done this morning and they just called to tell me what I knew already...not pregnant. I had a lot of "symptoms" from the h.cg shot that sort of just went away. So I knew. I've heard this stuff takes a few cycles anyway...so I'm hoping the next cycle goes better. Besides that...I got informed that my T3 and T4 thyroid levels are not good. I told the nurse that I have an appt to see the GP at the end of the month and she nicely stated "I would call your dr...for she may want to see you sooner. You need to get this checked out.". Ugh! Now that bothers me. So, this could be a BIG reason no prego this month. Great.....Dr. Napro did a horrible job keeping up on the T3. He rarely tested....this new GP wants me to do a blood test every other month or it might be more now! I have been sleeping my afternoons away....I thought it was all the meds I was taking or the thyroid. Hmmmm....so please pray I can get the thyroid meds fixed so I can achieve that healthy pregnancy I'm praying for. I'm thankful that I am with a new dr...I'm sure she'll get me in ASAP when she sees the test results. I called her office and told the nurse. They'll be in touch with me as soon as the dr sees the results. I'm not going to panick but pray. The Lord is telling me something. This could explain my recent weight gain. hmmmm...

BTW...we cancelled our trip. I just had a feeling AF was coming and I have been getting some cramps...plus I need to have an ultrasound done before I can start the injections again...so my hubby and I thought it would be best to stay home and plan our getaway at a better time (not sure when that will be). Now with this thyroid "issue" I feel it was a good decision. I feel like we're already making sacrifices for the "baby". Oh Lord...please help me. I'm glad it's summer and I don't have to worry about classes or subbing. Praise God for that small blessing.

Oh....I found out from the neighbors that the family that just lost their father to a car accident are younger than I thought. I thought the boys were in H.S...but they are in middle school. The family has been gone all weekend...not sure when they'll return. My heart is still heavy for that family. Seems like none of the neighbors knew them either. They really did keep to themselves. Kinda sad, huh? Please keep praying for that mother and children. God Bless.
**This sudden death of my neighbor reminded me that this life I have is not really mine. It's God's life and it's a great gift that can be taken away when He decides it's time to take me home. I don't know how there can be people out there who don't believe and who don't pray. How else can we be saved?***