Monday, June 29, 2009

Dr's appt and tears

I am so emotional right now...oh Dear God! Anyway...I had the scan done this am and it showed three very mature follies on my left side and one on my right. I asked the nurse pract if we should bd on our left side to make sure his sperm go where they need too. :) She laughed. She did say to get to "lovin" for the next three nights and before I left...I did the HC.G injection! I'm going to O tomorrow or maybe even tonight. I cried for I was not expecting to take that shot so soon. I wondered why they told me to bring the inject.ion to the appt today. The nurse seemed very excited and wished me "good luck". I was so nervous giving myself that shot I began to cry right there in the office! I just knew at that moment I was on my way to really have a good chance of making a baby this month! I pray! Lord willing!!!! I don't think we've ever had such good chances...ever. I went to my parent's house after the appt and my mom gave me good advice and moral support I need (thank you Mom!!1)...she told me to eat right and take extra care of myself. I need to make sure I get my protein. This is really in the Lord's hands. It's all up to Him. I know it and I have to believe that...but I do have hope. :)

By the way...my dh is not aware of any of this since he's got a long day today....I hope he can muster up some energy t-nite! Hehehe...c'mon...in reality his job is the easiest in this process.

I'm so ready to be a parent. I just pray that whatever the outcome...the Lord will get me through it along with my dh, family and blog friends. I have a lot of support and I am so appreciative and thankful. Okay...now I have to go busy myself...I feel like Sew again...I'm freaking out! and crying....oh dear Lord...so emotional. (it might be the meds talking). I need to go shopping!!! hmmmm.......

10 comments:

  1. You make me want to start cyring! I totally understand your reaaction! I would be bawling as I was sucking on protein! Egg whites and chicken! Eat it up girl! :) hahahaha

    Dang maybe I need those drugs!!! hahahaha

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  2. This is such a great post, and I am SO HOPEFUL for you, too!!!

    Yay!!! Can't wait for some amazing news in a couple weeks!

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  3. congrats on getting through the injections!! i am in awe of you giving them to yourself - very inspiring. i'm such a wimp and make my husband do them for me.

    i'm so glad everything went well!!!!! 3 follicles - yay!!! what great news and a great start to the next two weeks :)

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  4. I am so HOPEFUL!!!!! Maybe say a rosary to help the calmness....

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  5. FJIEJ...I did say a rosary...it helped me to relax and put this in our Good Lord's hands. :)

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  6. I am so hopeful for you right now. Your post put a huge smile on my face. I will be praying for you :)

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  7. Blessings and good luck with the lovin' et al. I hope this is your month!

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  8. i didn't mean to worry you! my hcg side effects are annoying - i'm probably just more of a complainer this month :) but i'll tell you my breasts/nipples have hurt for over a week straight and it's very uncomfortable. i know it's from the hcg. that is really my biggest complaint, but i think i just feel it so often i make it sound worse thank it probably is :) i've also been a little constipated lately (tmi) so i'm attributing it to that also... and some cramping. see.. here i go again. you'll be fine.. nothing you can't handle :)

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  9. I'm sending prayers your way that this is THE cycle.

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  10. Praying and hoping for you that your time will come soon! I'll also be praying for your brother that you mentioned in the last post.
    I'm glad you realize how much support you have here! We've got your back. :)

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