My DH and I had another long talk about all of this IF stuff again yesterday. He's burnt out financially, emotionally, etc. I know it and I try to be as understanding as possible about his feelings. He's tired of "baby" sex too. IF has effected our lives in so many ways. He does not trust the napro dr at all. I really truly feel that is the main source of his frustration. The good thing is that through our talking we do have a plan for now.
One: Keep praying and doing the rosary.
Two: I am going to continue with the charting. This is not taking much effort anymore.
Three: I am working on getting records to the IF spec so we can get some answers as to whether or not I have some medical issues. I hope to get an appt by the end of March or sooner!!
Four: I will stay with the Napro dr for the thyroid treatment(T3) for now or until I can switch to the Armour thyroid which is the same but not compounded. Armour thyroid is a drug I can get cheaper through my mail order option. This could lead to a savings. The compounded meds are a monthly expense that is not covered by my prescription plan. It's adding up which is a stressor for my hubby. We just have to keep this IF stuff as affordable as possible. I am also working on shedding some pounds which is a free IF treatment that could help but certainly won't hurt.
I love my DH dearly and we have to be on the journey together. He understands that I am not completely done. I hope I get my answers. We still have not gotten any results from my P + 7 blood work from last Tuesday. We should get a call today but we are not holding our breath. I'm going to see my practitioner tomorrow night to have her check my charts, etc. I'll give her the scoop. I still feel nauseous from the prog suppositories. The only thing I've noticed is that the cramps this month are not bad (yet) and I should be CD 1 on Wednesday. I did the last pill last night. hmmm....I did get my monthly zit so I know my cycle is coming. I love my little warning!!! I don't like this time of the month after meds...I usually just don't feel well. I have to sub tomorrow so I have to pull it together. Ugh!! I better get back to the housework. I have a lot to do. God bless....by the way...One of the things I'm giving up for Lent is watching tv after 7pm. Most of my favorite shows are on after that time so my evenings will be filled with praying, studying and reading. I just know I waste too much time with tv. I'd give it up all together but I just like to watch the evening news. I like to know the weather. God bless.
Although, all of that talking is tough, I am so glad you both are talking openly and honestly about your feelings. That is a major accoplishment and act of grace. I really hope your appt with your practioner is promising and she can encourage you. I believe that you can find the answers you are searching for and I believe you this will bring you peace. This is such a rough journey we are on, but there is no friend or enemy that I would trade it with bc I know the pain they would have to endure. Know that my prayers are with you and DH.
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