Medicine Side Effects

Oh gosh...the medicine side effects have started to rear their ugly head again this month........and the worse part is that I have sub jobs so I have to work. This school requests me and all. Ugh...this morning I got so nauseous...I wanted to cry. I just have this pit feeling that comes and goes. Not sure if I'm going to throw up or not...I just breathe and breathe. Not fun when you have twenty preschoolers to look after! Criminey. Tomorrow I'm working all day and I have to go to school at night. Ugh! I called the dr to see if there were any results on the blood work and they were not in and won't be in until tomorrow. The dr comes into the office only on Monday and Wednesday so I won't have the results until next Monday! I'm going to put a bug in my practitioners ear to see if she can find out anything. I don't mean to be impatient but I'm not feeling my best so am I wrong for wanting to know if this medicine is worth the suffering? If he tells me that it's not giving me enough prog. then I can move on and get on with something else. If it is working....I'm not all that sure what I'll do or plan. I just can't be staying home from work all the time like the I did the last three months. I like my job....I love being with the children and most of all...I like being happily busy. I'm also getting LAP and RAP twinges. I feel a tightness on my left side. It will hurt and go away. So far, the cramps have been minimal (for now). I'm p +8 today.....I have to do the suppositories until p+12. Four more days...Lord help me.