Crazy Morning

I thought I would share the craziness of my IF journey. I got sick last night and again this morning. When I went to bed last night I noticed stronger LAP pain. I didn't spot yesterday but this morning had very faint spotting once. So, to put my mind at ease, I gave my CrMS practitioner a call and she told me to take a HPT right away and she would call the Dr. I went to Walgreens and I bought a package with two and I got home and took the test. A big NOT PREGNANT was facing me. So, I called the practitioner and she thinks it could still be too soon to know (I'm P14 today) and she told me to wait until and I see if I make it to P17, if I do. I need to do a morning HPT. The other concern is that I could have a cyst and she did warn me that if the pain got really bad, I would have to go to the ER. So....I prayed a rosary for strength and I am offering this up to the Lord. I just wonder if the prometrium just put my body out of whack or is something else going on. I know in a matter of three more days I will know. It seems like a long time but it isn't. When I prayed this morning Jesus answered "Patience". And with that....I'm going to go and try my best to be patient. God Bless.