I'm besides myself right now. I just checked my email this evening to see that there is one from my advisor telling me that one of my classes may be cancelled this summer! Not good news! I need these two classes to studen.t teac.h in the fall!!! Maybe I'll be granted some kind of special disposition or something to take the class in the fall but that will be he**. Studnt tching is a lot of work and it tires one out. They recommend not working and NOT taking classes. Now I may have to worry about a class, papers and presentations on top of all of that...plus the long drive...which I'm so wanting to be done with! Criminey!!!! Worse case? I can't studnt teach and I'll have to do it in the spring. Darn! That would bite.
See..goes to show you..we have no control. Thanks to the stupid economy...budget crisis going on here in Ill.....all that garbage is now going to effect my life in a huge way..nevermind the fact that I'm sure it will be awhile before I get a job!
It's kind of funny but this afternoon I finally got a principa.l's signature on my stdnt teach.ing confirmation form...and I thought "all is well now". I had a heck of time getting in touch with this man! So...I guess there's more stress. I like to worry and now I have reason too.
If for some reason things fall through and I can't studen.t teach...then I'm going to be kicking myself blue for letting that opportunity go. If you've been following my blog...you know what opportunity I'm talking about. Okay, I may kick myself now. Ugh!
Deep breath, deep breath...it just has to work out. Sometimes God's plan doesn't make sense, huh? Right now...I'm questioning. Why? Why? Why? Somewhere I just need to trust, right? I just need to pray that the class won't be cancelled. Please God..don't let it be cancelled. This education and becoming a teacher has helped me to cope with my IF and barreness. It gave me something else to focus on. I want to enjoy the s.t. experience and soak it up for what it is worth. He knows that.
BTW: I'm thrilled with all the blessings going on in the blog world for all of the lovely Catholic IF bloggers! I just keep reading to find out who is going to be next! Wow.
I have had classes be cancelled and then was able to do them independent study before. Maybe that is an option? Or maybe it will mess up enough others they will change their minds? Sorry for the curve ball!
ReplyDeleteThat stinks. Are they waiting to see the # enrolled in that class before deciding on cancellation? I hate it for you, but try not to regret decisions made in the past no matter what.
ReplyDeleteSo sorry this is happening! I will pray with you that this class stays as scheduled and your good fortune with that principal pays off!
ReplyDeleteThere is so much good news on the blogs lately :)
I thought of someone in a worse situation than I...she is suppose to graduate this summer after taking said class. IF they cancel it..she won't be able to graduate and won't be able to look for work (which she is doing right now). I sent her a msg on f.b. to see what she's thinking. I know there are others depending on this class too. Not a good situation.
ReplyDeleteI'm not sure about an independent study...I left a msg with my advisor to see what my options are if the class in canceled. Sounds like a good idea to me!
Lord Jesus..Pray for us!
Sorry about the class issues. Good luck on getting it sorted out. Try not to focus on the could have beens.
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