Just a few things

First of all, my cm is back! After last month on the Clo. mid that basically dried me out and thinned my lining....I'm glad it's back. It's more abundant than ever too...could be the B6 or the fact I'm drinking more water...whatever it is...it's back and I'm ecstatic!!! This might sound strange but last month, with clom.id and the hcg inj...I wonder if I even O'd. I was so asymptomatic....I felt nothing. Could that even happen? I don't know. I'm following the dr's orders and doing the Home O tests...I've been seeing a faint line but with CM showing it's beautiful face again (gosh...I sound like Sew...Haaa) I know the the positive on that will be soon. I'm also feeling L.A.P. On day 3...I'll start the progester.one. It feels right going pretty much o'naturale from now on. I truly feel God was sending me a strong message to stop the medicine craziness and Let Him work His wonders and set forth His plan for my dh and I. So...with that...I feel a sense of peace. Plus...I only have to go to the RE's office once a month instead of three times and we are saving money. Praise God for the small blessings. Any blessing is a good blessing. :)

My girlfriend got a horse back that she sold about four years ago. He was a stinker back then and neither her or I felt safe riding him outside of a round pen...so now he's back and he's been "supposedly" trained in dres.sage...guess I'm going to find out for I'm going to ride him tomorrow or one day next week(I've taken some Dress.age rid.ing less.ons). She sold the horse I was riding....I'll miss that girl but I guess she went to a home where a child with some disabilities is going to ride her...she is so safe for him. So anyways...as I wait for the Lord to let me know His plan...I'm going to have some fun! :)

School is going good. It's been a little tiring driving to campus twice a week but so worth it. I see the light at the end of the tunnel as some say! I did a sub job the other day and I totally forgot about my life. I was so thrilled to be with the little children. I can't wait to sub more. I'm meeting a fellow student at Pan.era tomorrow, laptop in tow, so we can work on our group project that is due soon. We have to do a presentation on a chpter in our text...which is on friendships. I bought a group game called "Ladd.er. ba.ll"..has anyone played that? We are going to have the other classmates play it in class as a tea.m buil.ding exercise. For the teachers who know...E.C. is all about keeping children engaged and learning through play. This game should do that! Even us adults can enjoy some play time, huh?

Nothing else to report. It's funny...but others have commented recently on how I look relaxed, rested and healthy...they say I look good...very nice compliments but I think it has to with the fact that I'm giving the IF to God. I feel a sense of release and I'm just living the life God has given to me. God bless.